Writer Igniter Reading Challenge [Protagonist(s)]

     There's something about a relationship described in an epistolary format that immediately evokes a nostalgic sensation for me.  We didn't even need the recent empirical study linking the reading of fiction to the practice of empathy, once that familiar scent tickles our noses we know that this is a flower we have sought out and perhaps smelled before.  I have heard that olfactory sensations have the deepest connection to memory of the senses but I have not done a double-blind, peer-reviewed, placebo-planted study myself.

Each time I smell the durian fruit, I think of you, my dear

    In This Is How You Lose the Time War, much of the action is in the form of an unusual exchange of correspondence between the two main characters, Red and Blue.  I am not sure which one of them is the protagonist as they are equally prominent so far but I am leaning toward Red a little, maybe only out of my own bias.  I feel like I can identify with her a bit more and because of that I see how Blue intrigues her so.  Both of them exist in a world very far removed from our own and their archaic method of non-instantaneous communication serves to humanize them.  Their occupation seems a lonely one, inviting a chance for connection, even if it be unsanctioned.  I can't wait to see where things go.

Lots of folks couldn't wait to see where these would go, too.

  

 
   

Writer Igniter Reading Challenge (Prelude)

     Alas, I have no witty title.  I am borrowing this one from DIY MFA wherein I will be embarking on a reading challenge to become a better writer through reading with the writer's lens.  Was this one or that one clearer?  Can I see the other one again?  Are those supposed to be letters?

  

    I have selected the book I will read for the challenge thanks to insights gleaned from one of my favorite podcasts: LeVar Burton Reads.  During this adjective-defying year, I've found a great deal of nostalgic comfort in having LeVar Burton read me a story once again.  I have been introduced to many new writers including Amal El-Mohtar, whose short story "Pockets" drew me in and led me to her book This is How You Lose the Time War, coauthored with Max Gladstone.  The cover features neither space-ships nor ray guns but two phase-shifted birds.  Why wouldn't the interest of yours truly be piqued?

Here is a lovely photo of the authors discussing their book ("9/13/19 Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone (This Is How You Lose the Time War)" by banksquarebooks is licensed with CC BY 2.0.  To view a copy of this license, visit https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0/).  It is obviously of the pre-Covid era.  You can see the book on the far left.  See that other light blue book propped on top of the shelf in the upper right?  It's called Bird Songs and has recordings that go along with each bird's page.  Now how do I know that?  

  (A tiny sliver of my bookshelf...bookshelves)

Well, that's the end of this prelude (violin ceases playing).  The Challenge is afoot!  

Pandephonium, or the Ill-Tempered Klavier

     One of the positive things that has been suggested to emerge from the pandemic is an explosion of artistic creation.  I am finding difficulty scrounging the necessary optimism; museums and concert venues will of course need to be open in order for us to fully partake of this creative cornucopia.  But this brings me to yet another dismal prospect: will we eventually run out of music?
   

     I always get at least half a chuckle out of typing part of something into the Google search bar and reading the suggestions.

Will we run out of ...food, water, meat, oil (in Florida, our idea of prepping for an emergency means hurricane prep.  Everyone gassed up their cars and spare tanks then watched Covid come along and drop oil prices like pants in a busy restroom)...phone numbers.

     Let's pause on that last one.  In the US, our phone numbers consist of a three digit area code followed by a seven digit number.  Each one of those digits can only be occupied by a value of 0 to 9, inclusive.  I'm no probability expert nor gambling enthusiast but I can say that there is a limit to how many number combinations can exist given those parameters.  But we could always make them longer, infinitely so.

     Music as we know it may not be so fortunate for one important reason: there is a limit to both the frequency range audible to the human ear and the ability to differentiate between two notes of similar frequency.  The unit of measure for determining differences in pitch is the cent.  If you locate an "A" on a piano, you will see a black key to the right and to the left of it.  The key on the right is an A# (more commonly known as a B-flat) and it adds 100 cents to the A's pitch.  On the left, you have an A-flat which is an A with a dollar-off discount, i.e. 100 cents lower.  

If I had a nickel for every song that follows a I-IV-V-I chord progression...

     Interestingly enough, there a lot of physicists and musicians weighing in on this topic (according to my internet search, at least).  In western music, we use a system (i.e. the notes on the piano) that divides an octave (an "A" to the next "A", for example) into 12 units of 100 cents each.  However, that's just western music.  In other parts of the world, much cheaper notes are used and therefore you can afford to have more notes and therefore more music, very efficient.  How low can you go?  Experts give ranges of 5-25 cents, lower than that, and it sounds the same (check out the audio demos on Wikipedia here). 

    So given these limitations on pitch (I'm leaving rhythm out but it would seem similarly constrained), I think there is a limit to the music that can be made and heard.  Will we reach that limit anytime soon?  Not a chance, despite the similarities found in common radio drivel.  Two artists who immediately come to mind as innovators in pitch and tonality are Aphex Twin and Deftones.  Always choose unsavory intervals (click the link for another post on the science behind musical notes).

   

  

Pan Grigio

    By now, you should have stocked up on $30 worth of tax-free batteries for all your essential battery-operated devices if you, like me, reside in the Sunshine State (which, incidentally, is reporting an 80% chance of rain for every day next week).  You should also be proudly displaying a mask dangling from your rear view mirror, much like the CDs of yesteryear.  Hopefully you got to experience the renaissance of drinking at the bar, especially if your mixology skills are limited.

A friend asks, "What do you drink whiskey with?"  My response: "With ice."  My colleague's response: "With friends."

     Speaking of booze, I had to get creative with my breadmaking endeavors (see my recipe) and substitute wine yeast due to the paucity of bread yeast available at the store.

The wine I produce from the muscadine growing in an unattended corner of my backyard is all the rage with oenophiles these days.  Ask your sommelier how you too can be the proud owner of this carefully crafted vintage. 

  Just as I would before embarking on any "spontaneous" venture, I googled it first (sad affliction of our times) and found that people were indeed doing it with some degree of success but a larger quantity of wine yeast is needed because carbon dioxide isn't the principle desired byproduct of such a yeast.  So I proofed my expired Premier Blanc and let it meet my also rare and now prized flour to an acceptable result.  Blue ribbon in the county fair, no, but a fine canvas for a slather of peanut butter during a pandemic.     

Blogging is Masturbation too, Right? Or is it Exhibitionism?

     Let's talk about the proverbial elephant in the room.  Blogging is merely a 21st century form of the diary/journal placed on public display.

Well, by that definition, it's kind of like graffiti

    I'll confess, my relationship with the concept of diary/journal is a bit maligned.  It was one of those things you had to do as a child of my generation.  If you were female, it was called a 'diary' and it was often some hideous pastel color complete with a cheap, sorry excuse for a lock that was supposed to protect the clandestine nature of your most profound secrets, i.e. the boys you liked, because that is all little girls are supposed to think about...sugar and spice and everything nice.  

But not real leather.  Or is that suede?  How would I know?  It's like when people refer to areas of the body like 'flank.'  I don't know a flank from a loin from a filet.  I do know the difference between tempeh, seitan, and tofu, however.

I always insisted on the seemingly gender-neutral "journal."  But it still was an awkward, forced exercise that definitely smacked of masturbation in nature.

Note: If all this talk of masturbation lacks context for you, please see my previous blog post "Insert Inspirational Cliche Here"   

Fast-forward more years than I care to admit (I was alive when the object in the first photo was still erect) and I now have a blog.  Have I forayed into the arena of exhibitionism?  Well, that would only be the case if someone read my blog.  

Cue the crickets...

I can't help but feel like random musings or secret loves or whatever people deem worthy of journalstuff is an impractical pursuit at best and narcissistic at worst.  I tire of hearing how therapeutic journaling is, how cathartic (Can somebody say...masturbation?).  Then I stumbled across this opinion article in Time and started to revisit some of these notions.  You are asked to think of the activity in the context of a historian looking for truth.  Truth is raw and ripe; unpolished and unedited.  Uncensored, even.  After years pass, we are able to give a more sanitized and presentable account of our "truth", filtered through our biases stemming from our own personal narrative and our sense of meeting others' expectations.  History is fraught with dishonest representations and perhaps it is our duty to help provide a candid, fresh account of these unforgettable happenings (or should we call them not-happenings?).  I may even have some selfish motivation; I think I want to write down some observations and sensations just so I remember, so I can put the future in correct perspective.  What it was like to feel a new level of social awkwardness as the etiquette changed day to day based on new findings.  What it was like to stay away from people to protect them.  What it was like to meditate on Zoom.  What it was like in the hospital without visitors.    

    But as soon as we commit observations and sensations to word, or merely to think these things, we lose their essence, their immediacy.

"The first rule of Fight Club is: you do not talk about Fight Club"

But we might have a better chance of remembering and telling the story we need to tell.

       

  

    

Coronapocalypso

The empty roll...a symbol of our times?

     

     I make a solemn promise to you right now.  I'm not going to mention the 

C-word at all in this post.  Not a Peep, despite tomorrow being Easter.

I'm not going to utter the P-word either.

Nor the V-word.

        Instead, I am going to share a recipe with you.  

Did you snatch the last loaf of bread?

Fresh Bread (with Make-Ahead Dough)

2 cups warm water

1 tsp Active Dry yeast

pinch of Kosher salt 

4 cups room temperature flour

1.  Combine flour and salt.  Add yeast and let sit at least 30 seconds.

2.  Mix with water and stir until uniformly wet

3.  Cover bowl with aluminum foil and let rise at room temperature for 2-5 hours.

4.  Refrigerate.

5.  When you're ready to make fresh bread, grease a loaf pan and put dough inside.  Let it sit at room temperature for a half hour.

6.  Preheat oven to 450 degrees Fahrenheit.  Sprinkle dough with flour and drizzle with olive oil.  Stick it in the oven for a half hour.   

   

CoronaFest 2020

CoronaFest 2020: La Cerveza por los Tiempos Enfermos 

     You can rest assured that Deluge of Lethe is monitoring the COVID-19 situation closely and we have made the difficult decision to try to post more frequently in the event that elective procedures at the hospital are cancelled and Jen becomes relegated to the category of "nonessential personnel" (only hearts are in my scope of practice, i.e. I don't do sputum and droplets.  We have a joke in healthcare that we select our fields based on which bodily fluids bother us the least.).  Please know that your health and safety remain our number one priority and that is why we recommend the practices of washing your hands after handling soap bottles, disinfecting your friends/family/pets, not venturing out without full hazmat gear, eating green leafy vegetables (unless you take warfarin), and using social distancing to your advantage ("I'm not antisocial - I'm corona-conscious.").  Is anyone else thinking nostalgically to themselves..."why wasn't social distancing a thing when I was in high school?"  How refreshing it is not to need an excuse for sitting alone, it's the new cool.  But not as refreshing and cool as a bottle of Corona with lime, a joy that is rapidly evaporating as bars in Florida close down for thirty days of teetotalism. 

Coronavirus.  No, just kidding, it's actually herpes.

    OK, hopefully by now I've been able to put a smile on your face (remotely, of course) in these difficult times.  When this all blows over, I think it's our civic duty to go out and have a Corona (for illustrative purposes only; I'm not on InBev's payroll) at our local drinking establishments.  Remember the folks who depend on tips and who are not making money during this time (in addition to probably not having paid sick time or health insurance).